Ex update

Ok... so it turns out i still Love my ex, O.
Although he has a new girlfriend, he confessed to me that he still loves me. And is ready to break up with his Girlfriend Immediately to get back with me, apparently, she was just a tool he used to get over me...??? is this suspect? am i wrong to be a bit happy about it?? what do i do??
help people!

Case of the Ex... Typical, i know

This issue is such a typical issue... but i just need space to vent! 

Ok, so the ex... what got me liking him in the first place? when we were together, i said it was because he was caring... BULLSHIT.

The truth is that at that point in my life when i met him... I had low self esteem and needed someone who was Obviously very lucky to have me show some adoration! That makes me sound very cocky... but it is true! if i was to show you a picture... you will agree with me. Introducing him to my friends... you could see in their eyes they are thinking..."are you for real...?", but due to their love for me... the utter stiffly, "awwww, he is cute".... LOL.... 

My plan backfired big time... total 360. Instead of the guy... lets call him O. 

So, instead of O feeling so lucky to have me, he grew wings instead and started getting cocky! Making me feel like, wait ohh.... you mean you can  treat me this way...and the typical thing a female will do is start liking the idiot more! I never thought O was that smart, but he sure did pull a fast one on me! And now... although we are "over".... finding it hard to move on! I need serious help! 

not ready yet!

Ok... im getting carried away with other peoples blog's not focusing on improving mine... Then i come back to my profile and see that 10 people have viewed it....nooooooooo! lol... not yet... I officially seem like the dryest person in the world! 

But on the real...you bloggers have some really good things posted... 

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New to Blogging

So much drama in my life has made me join the blogging world! A lot of my friends will be so shocked if they should find out that i am blogging! 

Some things in my life... don't want to share it with people i know... therefore i will keep my identity hidden and get advice from fellow bloggers... 

Kinda excited!

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